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Assalamualaikum.

It's been a while and this is the cliche line that I keep using whenever I start writing new post. That's because I only update my blog every once in a while. I hope it's not too late to wish you guys Selamat Berpuasa. During this blissful month, let's motivate ourselves to be someone better. This is a good opportunity so why don't you grab it right? NOTE TO SELF :D

I don't blog much because I'm too busy with my daily activities. Helping mom with the chores,watching TV,sleeping (is this considered as an activity too?!! ),texting heheheee and etc. Well, what's the point of blogging anyways? I DONT FREAKIN' GET IT!!! One question that deserves to be punched right on the medulla oblongata (i don't know why i should relate with this one but I'm sure this is the only thing that I can remember throughout 2 years learning Biology. Zzzz I flunked it zzzzz)

Friend of mine told me that he doesn't have any interests to read my blog because it's written in English. And i sounded a lil bit....matured than I am in real life? Really?! And it makes him yawn few times and click on the 'x' button at the top right of the browser.IMMEDIATELY...WITHOUT HESITATION.........zasssss..*horror tone* Well well how mean is that huh? hahahaha. It depends on my mood actually. If i want it to sound more funny, I'll write in Malay, but if i want it to sound less lame, then I'll write it in English. But it doesn't matter, I'd love to 'rojak' it a bit n maybe it will sound more like me kan? Haha. So okay. Long lame post. Assalamualaikum. Toodles doodles.

Facing This Life

Assalamualaikum and Hello. How are you guys? Hope u are doing fine. Dont wanna ask me back? OK nak bgtau jugak huhu *come n slap me* I'M NOT DOING FINE for crying out loud *suddenly crying*. Ok as u guys never know, i've been suffering this skin disease called Eczema (go google it.jgn nk mls sgt.buktikan melayu boleh!!! tolong) But WARNING! Jgn tgk gmbr la sbb gmbr semua tnjuk kes teruk teruk, mine x lah seteruk tu. And penyakit ini xberjangkit ok, nnt kang ada yg ckp, "eeee.budak tu ada kurap,lari-lari!!!aaa!!!" *berlari smbil buat muka geli pastu terlanggar dinding pastu padan muka*  Saya xlah se-kronik mcm tu. Cuma yg saya suffer sekarang adalah masalah x boleh tidur disebabkan kegatalan badan tahap petala ke-8. Saya perlu pantang mkn mcm mcm, contohnya seafoods, ayam dan sebagainya. Andai kata sy melanggar pantang larang tersebut, hatta sy akan menerima padahnya iaitu GATAL SAMPAI MERANA X BOLEH TIDUR muahahahahahaha *nada penuh kejahatan* Nak tahu mcm mn rasanya? Ok korang sedang kegirangan nk tidur ni, tadah tgn baca doa terus aaamiinnnnnnnnn. Semangat baring, dah pejam mata smbil tersenyum teringat dating ngn boyfriend pastu ada pondan datang promote periuk tahan lasak -__-" damn. Tetiba gatal kat kaki, n then kat perut, n then serang kat blakang pulak, tergedik gedik ats katil tu smpai adik korang fedap trus tendang korang jatuh katil hahah.Atau mungkin halau keluar bilik? Siapa tahu? Ok seriously man, mcm nk nangis ada jugak, bukan ms tidur ja, ms tgh menulis ni pon satu bdn gatal. Mcm mcm dah buat, telan ubat tahan gatal but still not working, mandi pkai sabun Lifebuoy Antibac plg kuat tp xberkesan jugak. Yang lg teruk, masa dlm klas or study dlm bilik or even exam, gatal satu bdn ni xpernah berhenti rasa jeles dgn aku smpai roomates aku smua mcm, "man! what the hell r u doing?!" *buat nada negro* Well, all i have to do now is just accept and face it la. Maybe for the rest of my life bcause there's no specific treatment fr eczema.

Korang bleh try link kat bwh ni, apa yg dia tulis tu exactly the same with what i'm facing now,
http://abcnews.go.com/Health/chronic-itching-interferes-life-chronic-pain/story?id=13867205

So that's all untuk luahan kali ini, goodbyeeeeee :D

Hey World. I'm back

Assalamualaikum n Hello people! I'm sorry for being away all this while. Too much things to be settled especially the preparations for my brother's wedding. Everything went very well. Alhamdulillah, my 2nd brother have finally bcome a husband. Both of them work as doctors, so i think they might have a good chemistry and all the best for them. Well, i got another good news, wanna know? enlarge the picture below. All i can say is, Alhamdulillah once again :) This is what i want all!

so thats all.congrats to all my friends yg also got USM. yg x dpt, tnggu UPU nnt! sure dpt. All the best u guys,keep praying.insyaAllah dpt. i will upload my brother's wedding pictures later okkai. see u guys. Assalamualaikum.

From the bottom of my broken heart.

First thing first, xbleh blah dgn title entry ni. So,anybody wanna throw tomatoes towards my face, please..DO IT!! *nada coach melatih pemain rugby* Well, i'm feeling like i wanna wrap myself with my blanket and let the door close yet my curtain left unopened. Keep my room dark, as dark as what i'm feeling now. Feeling gloomy,lost,blank or whatever word in lifeless dictionary, they are totally define me now. huh *sigh-ing my nostril out* i hope everything will be okay for these upcoming days.. i just want to forget the things that just happened.the things tht i would not forget *msuk lirik miley cyrus plak* ok that's not funny..its not even in the same zip code as funny *audible ym* ok seriously laa xfunny ponnn! ish! to u, the-human-yg-i-hurt-mcm-apa-lg-smpai-i-pon-terhurt, i'm sorryy, i mcm moron sikit tp xpa la.things happened and there's nothing we cn do bout it..so, ok nk p smbung msuk dlm blanket n hibernate slama mn yg mampu. wake me up when May ends sbb bulan Jun abg i nk kawin. So kna tlg kemas rumah hahahahahahahahaha ok..crazy..till then, i know Udin will read this. Ni kesinambungan cerita status 'shitty day' tu. Udin pminat stia no 1 i, terharu.Wanna cry smpai Baghdad (Mesir actually.sj nk bg Udin feels annoyed skit) banjir. Ok la nk p wrap la ni. Bye smuaaaa!

p/s;smua tu termasuk semut,rama rama,gajah,harimau hampir pupus dan manusia. monyet x termasuk ok?

Hohohoiiiiiii

Wazzabbehhh! Bersawang dah blog ni lama x bkk. Bkn ampa ja lupa,tuan blog pon lupa kat blog niii. Almaklumlaaa, bz dgn kerjaya sekarang, mnjadi seorng pelajar matrik yg tegarrrr! *muka smngat* Perkembangan terbaru. Semakin syg dkt KMPP tp rumah i tetap no satuu you. Muka makin menghitam, bdn maintain kurus smpai dorng ckp dah mcm rupa zombie *airmata darah* . Skarang dah xbrapa pndai tekan keyboard.Haha over mcm org buta ict. Cis kau firah! Perjalanan cuti ni, bgn tdo, mkn, tdoq balik, mknn. online, bc novel. tdoq balik. Stoiiii kann?! Keja byk x buat lagi sbb nnt blk kmpp dah stat bz bz. Purata ms tdo 3-4 jam ja. Keja terlalu byk sehingga mengakibatkan keguguran rmbut yg berleluasa o.0 hoooomaiiiiigaaaddddddddddd! soo byeee

Going HAHA

Let the pictures tell u the story..

Ok fine! Meh nak critaaa. Ini lah Cik Rabunci Laguna Ana Qistinaa. Seperti biasa, jaguh F1 ini lah yg menjadi drebar. Thanks to Qistimbo Jimbo!

Nampak takss tuuu? Gurunnn! Kami otw ke Sungai Petaniiiii smbil menari nari tanggo di dlm keretaaa!

OK ini apa masalahh? BYE.

Cik Nana Kembojaaaaa posingg ala ala Naomii Banks.

Menampilkan Safura dan Habibah. Ok dak tipu. Syazlina dan Zurina. OK dak jugak. Nana dan Mucidaaaa.

Terlalu lapar smpai suruh tngkap gmbr makanan yg bakal dimakan sbgai tanda kenang kenangan. Sweet kan hbungan pemangsa dan mangsa ni?

Ok bye.

Mengharap keajaiban berlaku. Mungkin Salman Khan dtg memakai bju Ninja Turtlee? Mungkinn. Owhh. Btww. Kami di Central Square kot.

Sesudah makan, kami beransur pulang. Hujan lebattt..

Pergi karaoke kejap.. Nyanyi lagu ABC dan trus beransur pulang.

Sekarang sy sdang mengalami pening kpala yg ketara. Soo toodlesss!

XOXOOOOO

finally say "HOORAYYY"

Well hello hellooooo!!
Currently at home and i am sooo happyy!!!!
Beholddd with my interestingness!

Umm.We just finished our PSPM which to make it simple, our final exam. Umm, just a summary about my exam. Chemistry Paper 1 and 2 were quite OK but i don't want to be that sure, so wait for the results. Mathematics Paper 1 was OK too but Paper 2 was quite hard. Wish for the best *hoping* What about Physics?! It's like MO-FO.. Ok enough with PSPM.

I was thinking what should i do for about 1 week and how many days i dont know. Our semester break is not even TWO WEEKS!! It's like one week something and I WANT MOREEEEE!! *laments+emo*

PLANNED ACTIVITIES:-

#1 Facial! Bcos my face is getting darker since i have to walk under the sun
everyday!

#2 Hanging out and Shopping! It's been zillion years i did not shopping. And
as usual, Nana Qis and Mucida are my shopping buddy of all time *hugs*

3# Going to KL. I'm not quite sure about this yet bcos my house is currently
doing renovation and i have to help clean up those mess. Sorry Kylaaa. Tell
u lettaaaa!

4# Movie marathonnnnnnn! Korean Dramas marathon! I love thissss <3
&l
t;3

Ok

that's all. Will keep updating! So longggggg~~

Adios

I've finished packing up my things, tomorrow..well technically today, i'll be going back to KMPP. I wish i could stay longer at home. I need some more time, to peace up my mind. I still dont get it, why cant i adapt with my new life, ezalehhhh (easily) *emo*. Everything seems so hard for me. I do have cool friends, nice environment. Yes i do.. But there is something that i need more. Something that could please me. I remember, on the 1st day i came to this college, i asked my friend "don't u feel homesick?," She answered "not rlly?," Then i asked her what makes her so 'cool' . She said, the place is still new for her, there are many things to be discovered.. you will never love something if u don't know it.. I asked her again, what can i do to make myself feel happy living here. She told me to find or create something that can entertain myself. I was wondering, does she have a concrete heart or something? She's being optimistic. I've tried but it failed. HAHA. It only lasted for 2 minutes then i felt down again. Downnnn to the earth coreeeee.. *emo again* Wakaka..Well, whether i want it or not, i still have to go back there. I have to keep trying, this is only the beginning, there are much more to come.. Keep learning how to handle myself andto fit in. It's not just about me, but it's about my parents' hope. (OPTIMIST! AND I WISH IT LAST FOREVER!!MUEHEHE) Thats all for today, i will look forward to 'hapdet' my blog more frequently. haha..I could care less that there are not so many people reading my blog, but i know some might will. Moreover, i think this is the way i can express wat i'm feeling inside, mybe not the best but naaaaaahhhhhhhhhh, at least! So see ya.toodlessss~

(the pictures below have nothing to do with this post)

i'm actually texting with my actual boyfriend agaga WAT THE FLOWER (-_-)???

If u see this girl making this kind of face, give her foodS! She's hungreyhhh! (british slang)

She's already full. Cheeseeeeeeee HAHA.

OK SERIOUSLYY..bye byeeeeeeeeee!

Pintal

Sekarang ni ada kat rumah fadh.
Belum mandi, panas urgh. haha.
Tgh msj dgn Along dan si onichannya guna number Maxis.
Number Celcom kredit dah nk habis dan blum dpt cara nk topup.
Handphone pon dah rosak dan ada ura ura bakal mati xlama lagi.

Tolong la bantu sy cari cara untk pujuk mama beli hp baru.
Ahh..mengantuk gila.
Ok nk p mandi bye.

Cmni la jd bila bosan + mengantuk + monkey x bls msj.

=_=

Ada byk aktiviti yg telah dilakukan sepanjang minggu, minggu lpas dan lain lain hari. Tapi setiap kali bniat nk update blog, mesti x jadi. Xdak mood. rasa malas. Rasa mcm nk buang ja blog ni. Hahaha. Teringin nk update pasal aktiviti dgn kwn kwn, dgn 'dia', tp xkesampaian. Masih di tahap kemalasan yg hampir ke puncak gunung berapi yg akn mengeluarkan apinya. Haha. Oh ya lesen. Lambat dpt. Tu dsbbkan QTI dah failed 41 kali. Sekarang ni tgh tnggu JPJ pulak. Wlaupun dah byk kali bwk kereta, sy masih takut. X yakin. Smua ni gara gara sy failed QTI 56 kali dah. Jd ketar, teringat pengalaman pertama ambik QTI, xleh tido, resah bila pikir, mcm nk nangeh, even ms ambik result SPM xla rasa se-awful nk ambik QTI/JPJ. FAILED. Word kejam gila. Benci *smbil tendang meja.

lapar trok.

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hello cinta sy x? haha
lama gilo x bukak blog.
kan dah penuh spider web dan habuk habuk hitam.
ms sign-in td dah terbatuk pastu terpaksa mkn ubat cecair wrna hitam -___-"
patu mngntuk patu ttdoq patu xbgn. haha dakdak.

lpas ni akn aktif balik mengupdate blog, insyaAllah.
kalo ada bnd yg pnting sy update, kalo bnd x penting pon sy update.
contohnya "hai sy nk pergi buat istana pasir sekarang.bye" pastu lebih empat
ribu org akn komen tntang post 'hai sy nk buat istana pasir'.haha bongek.
dan juga bila oden balik PLKN, dia akn habiskan satu hari untk bc isian blog sy.
toodlesssssss~



prasaan xsuka bertukar mnjdi suka dkt miley cyrus sbb watak dia sbgi ronnie dlm novel 'the last song' sgt bes. can't wait for the movie.

:D

kembali.minggu ni derek terjatuh.mintak mintak hr hr akn dtg aku bgn dgn jayanya balik.

makin ok.

..

She feels lost.
She's got no idea how to make her life worth.
She's got no idea how to be happy.
She's got no idea how to make people around her satified.
She's dumb.

She feels stupid.
She's got no idea how to face problems.
She's got no idea how to be strong.
She's got no idea how to solve them.
She's useless.

She feels sad.
She's got no idea how to be visible.
She's got no idea how to be a nice person.
She's got no idea how to stand up.
She's loser.

Now, she needs time. To gather all her strength. To stand up. To deal with sticky situations. She will never give up.

Lack

i still don't get it why r they wasting SPENDing their time talking shits about me behind my back
-_____________________-"
big SIGH