Adios

I've finished packing up my things, tomorrow..well technically today, i'll be going back to KMPP. I wish i could stay longer at home. I need some more time, to peace up my mind. I still dont get it, why cant i adapt with my new life, ezalehhhh (easily) *emo*. Everything seems so hard for me. I do have cool friends, nice environment. Yes i do.. But there is something that i need more. Something that could please me. I remember, on the 1st day i came to this college, i asked my friend "don't u feel homesick?," She answered "not rlly?," Then i asked her what makes her so 'cool' . She said, the place is still new for her, there are many things to be discovered.. you will never love something if u don't know it.. I asked her again, what can i do to make myself feel happy living here. She told me to find or create something that can entertain myself. I was wondering, does she have a concrete heart or something? She's being optimistic. I've tried but it failed. HAHA. It only lasted for 2 minutes then i felt down again. Downnnn to the earth coreeeee.. *emo again* Wakaka..Well, whether i want it or not, i still have to go back there. I have to keep trying, this is only the beginning, there are much more to come.. Keep learning how to handle myself andto fit in. It's not just about me, but it's about my parents' hope. (OPTIMIST! AND I WISH IT LAST FOREVER!!MUEHEHE) Thats all for today, i will look forward to 'hapdet' my blog more frequently. haha..I could care less that there are not so many people reading my blog, but i know some might will. Moreover, i think this is the way i can express wat i'm feeling inside, mybe not the best but naaaaaahhhhhhhhhh, at least! So see ya.toodlessss~

(the pictures below have nothing to do with this post)

i'm actually texting with my actual boyfriend agaga WAT THE FLOWER (-_-)???

If u see this girl making this kind of face, give her foodS! She's hungreyhhh! (british slang)

She's already full. Cheeseeeeeeee HAHA.

OK SERIOUSLYY..bye byeeeeeeeeee!

Hari Koko

Yesterday i went to 'HARI KOKO' that was held at SMJ.

I met some old friends. They looked different,

more matured, beautiful wuuuuu i loikeeee :))

Here are some random pictures that i have taken.

So bubyeeeeee!

AT LEAST MY BLOG IS UPDATED!

KMPP-Kualiti Mesra dan Progresif!

Well halluuuuuuu!! Dah lm x update blog. Let me tell u about my life as KMPP student. I have to wake up at 5 or 6 a.m in the morning sbb nk dptkan bilik mandi. Klas start pukul 8 a.m and as usual kna tnggu Emma at 7.30 a.m dkt pondok dpn blok A5 Kompel Sri Kenanga ??? Perjalanan ke lecture hall mngambil masa selama 5-10 minit KOT. So, sapa nk kurus mailaa sini.. HAHA.

Roomate? Awesome! Kak Odah from Selangor, Kak Nisa from Tapah n Sarah from Terengganu. Kaki stdy. Tidur lmbt tp bgn awal semata mata nk study. Manakala saya?? Set alarm guna 2 handphone pon x bgn jugak -_- mcm mn ni?? Nampak sgt kuat tidur :D

How about study? Seriously, dkt lecture hall, kna fokus btol btol!! Kalo telelap sikit, mmg banyak la yg akn rugi. Tp kdng kdng kalo fokus pon x paham sgt sbb laju. So dkt matrik, u have to run instead of walking..

Praktikum!! Yeaa.. I'm from Prak F5P2. Besttt.. Ramai bdk Kelantan, Terengganu and Kedahhh! Sometimes kwn kwn Ganu ngn Kelate ckp x boleh paham sgt tp tetap best. We are all bestfriends..

Until then, toodles~

Here I Come!

So.. I've made my decision tht i'm going to KMPP.. Goodbye Jitra.. HAHA! It's not like i have to leave Jitra FOREVER! Well, I also got another offer which is UiTM Arau in Dip. Civil Engineering, but i don't have any interest to further my study there. Not at all. I tell u, NOT AT ALL because it's Diploma and it's gonna take time fr me to finish my study. That's all fr my update this time. Toodles~

Pintal

Sekarang ni ada kat rumah fadh.
Belum mandi, panas urgh. haha.
Tgh msj dgn Along dan si onichannya guna number Maxis.
Number Celcom kredit dah nk habis dan blum dpt cara nk topup.
Handphone pon dah rosak dan ada ura ura bakal mati xlama lagi.

Tolong la bantu sy cari cara untk pujuk mama beli hp baru.
Ahh..mengantuk gila.
Ok nk p mandi bye.

Cmni la jd bila bosan + mengantuk + monkey x bls msj.

'P'

Finally, i've got my 'P' license.
Alhamdulillah ! :)

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Ada byk aktiviti yg telah dilakukan sepanjang minggu, minggu lpas dan lain lain hari. Tapi setiap kali bniat nk update blog, mesti x jadi. Xdak mood. rasa malas. Rasa mcm nk buang ja blog ni. Hahaha. Teringin nk update pasal aktiviti dgn kwn kwn, dgn 'dia', tp xkesampaian. Masih di tahap kemalasan yg hampir ke puncak gunung berapi yg akn mengeluarkan apinya. Haha. Oh ya lesen. Lambat dpt. Tu dsbbkan QTI dah failed 41 kali. Sekarang ni tgh tnggu JPJ pulak. Wlaupun dah byk kali bwk kereta, sy masih takut. X yakin. Smua ni gara gara sy failed QTI 56 kali dah. Jd ketar, teringat pengalaman pertama ambik QTI, xleh tido, resah bila pikir, mcm nk nangeh, even ms ambik result SPM xla rasa se-awful nk ambik QTI/JPJ. FAILED. Word kejam gila. Benci *smbil tendang meja.

lapar trok.